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Kahlil
Gibran
The
Garden of the Prophet
(1933)
Almustafa, the
chosen and the beloved, who was a noon unto his own day, returned to the isle
of his birth in the month of Tichreen, which is the month of remembrance.
And as his ship approached the harbour, he stood upon its prow, and his mariners
were about him. And there was a homecoming in his heart.
And he spoke, and the sea was in his voice, and he said: "Behold, the isle
of our birth. Even here the earth heaved us, a song and a riddle; a song unto
the sky, a riddle unto the earth; and what is there between earth and sky that
shall carry the song and solve the riddle save our own passion?
"The sea yields us once more to these shores. We are but another wave of
her waves. She sends us forth to sound her speech, but how shall we do so unless
we break the symmetry of our heart on rock and sand?
"For this is the law of mariners and the sea: If you would freedom, you
must needs turn to mist. The formless is for ever seeking form, even as the
countless nebulae would become suns and moons; and we who have sought much and
return now to this isle, rigid moulds, we must become mist once more and learn
of the beginning. And what is there that shall live and rise unto the heights
except it be broken unto passion and freedom?
"For ever shall we be in quest of the shores, that we may sing and be heard.
But what of the wave that breaks where no ear shall hear? It is the unheard
in us that nurses our deeper sorrow. Yet it is also the unheard which carves
our soul to form and fashion our destiny."
Then one of his mariners came forth and said: "Master, you have captained
our longing for this harbour, and behold, we have come. Yet you speak of sorrow,
and of hearts that shall be broken."
And he answered him and said: "Did I not speak of freedom, and of the mist
which is our greater freedom? Yet it is in pain I make pilgrimage to the isle
where i was born, even like unto a ghost of one slain come to kneel before those
who have slain him."
And another mariner spoke and said: "Behold, the multitudes on the sea-wall.
In their silence they have fortold even the day and the hour of your coming,
and they have gathered from their fields and vineyards in their loving need,
to await you."
And Almustafa looked afar upon the multitudes, and his heart was mindful of
their yearning, and he was silent.
Then a cry came from the people, and it was a cry of remembrance and of entreaty.
And he looked upon his mariners and said: "And what have I brought them?
A hunter was I, in a distant land. With aim and might i have spent the golden
arrows they gave me, but I have brought down no game. I followed not the arrows.
Mayhap they are spreading now in the sun with the pinions of wounded eagles
that would not fall to the earth. And mayhap the arrow-heads have fallen into
the hands of those who had need of them for bread and wine.
"I know not where they have spent their flight, but this I know: they have
made their curve in the sky.
"Even so, love's hand is still upon me, and you, my mariners, still sail
my vision, and I shal not be dumb. I shall cry out when the hand of the seasons
is upon my throat, and I shall sing my words when my lips are burned with flames."
And they were troubled in their hearts because he spoke of these things. And
one said: "Master, teach us all, and mayhap because your blood flows in
our veins, and our breath is of your fragrance, we shall understand."
The he answered them, and the wind was in his voice, ans he said: "Brought
you me to the isle of my birth to be a teacher? Not yet have I been caged by
wisdom. Too young am I and too verdant to speak of aught but self, which is
for ever the deep calling upon the deep.
"Let him who would have wisdom seek it in the buttercup or in a pinch of
red clay. I am still the singer. Still I shall sing the earth, and I shall sing
your lost dreaming that walks the day between sleep and sleep. But I shall gaze
upon the sea."
And now the
ship entered the harbour and reached the sea-wall, and he came thus to the isle
of his birth and stood once more amongst his own people. And a great cry arose
from their hearts so that the loneliness of his home-coming was shaken within
him.
And they were silent awaiting his word, but he amswered them not, for the sadness
of memory was upon him, and he said in his heart: "Have I said that I shall
sing? Nay, I can but open my lips that the voice of life may come forth and
go out to the wind for joy and support."
Then Karima, she who had played with him, a child, in the Garden of his mother,
spoke and said: "Twelve years have you hidden your face from us, and for
twelve years have we hungered and thirsted for your voice."
And he looked upon her with exceeding tenderness, for it was she who had closed
the eyes of his mother when the white wings of death had gathered her.
And he answered and said: "Twelve years? Said you twelve years, Karima?
I measured not my longing with the starry rod, nor did I sound the depth thereof.
For love when love is homesick exhausts time's measurements and time's soundings.
"There are moments that hold aeons of separation. Yet parting is naught
but an exhaustion of the mind. Perhaps we have not parted."
And Almustafa looked upon the people, and he saw them all, the youth and the
aged, the stalwart and the puny, those who were ruddy with the touch of wind
and sun, and those who were of pallid countenance; and upon their face a light
of longing and of questioning.
And one spoke
and said: "Master, life has dealt bitterly with our hopes and our desires.
Our hearts are troubled, and we do not understand. I pray you, comfort us, and
open to us the meanings of our sorrows."
And his heart was moved with compassion, and he said: "Life is older than
all things living; even as beauty was winged ere the beautiful was born on earth,
and even as truth was truth ere it was uttered.
"Life sings in our silences, and dreams in our slumber. Even when we are
beaten and low, Life is enthroned and high. And when we weep, Life smiles upon
the day, and is free even when we drag our chains.
"Oftentimes we call Life bitter names, but only when we ourselves are bitter
and dark. And we deem her empty and unprofitable, but only when the soul goes
wandering in desolate places, and the heart is drunken with overmindfulness
of self.
"Life is deep and high and distant; and though only your vast vision can
reach even her feet, yet she is near; and though only the breath of your breath
reaches her heart, the shadow of your shadow crosses her face, and the echo
of your faintest cry becomes a spring and an autumn in her breast.
"And Life is veiled and hidden, even as your greater self is hidden and
veiled. Yet when Life speaks, all the winds become words; and when she speaks
again, the smiles upon your lips and the tears in your eyes turn also into words.
When she sings, the deaf hear and are held; and when shecomes walking, the sightless
behold her and are amazed and follow her in wonder and astonishment."
And he ceased from speaking, and a vast silence enfolded the people, and in
the silence there was an unheard song, and they were comforted of their loneliness
and their aching.
And he left
them straightway and followed the path which led to his Garden, which was the
Garden of his mother and his father, wherein they lay asleep, they and their
forefathers.
And there were those who would have followed after him, seeing that it was a
home-coming, and he was alone, for there was not one left of all his kin to
spread the feast of welcome, after the manner of his people.
But the captain of his ship counselled them saying: "Suffer him to go upon
his way. For his bread is the bread of aloneness, and in his cup is the wine
of remembrance, which he would drink alone."
And his mariners held their steps, for they knew it was even as the captain
of the ship had told them. And all those who gathered upon the sea-wall restrained
the feet of their desire.
Only Karima went after him, a little way, yearning over his aloneness and his
memories. And she spoke not, but turned and went unto her own house, and in
the garden under the almond-tree she wept, yet she knew not wherefore.
And one said:
"Speak to us of that which is moving in your own heart even now."
And he looked upon that one, and there was in his voice a sound like a star
singing, and he said: "In your waking dream, when you are hushed and listening
to your deeper self, your thoughts, like snow- flakes, fall and flutter and
garment all the sounds of your spaces with white silence.
"And what are waking dreams but clouds that bud and blossom on the sky-tree
of your heart? And what are your thoughts but the petals which the winds of
your heart scatter upon the hills and its fields?
"And even as you wait for peace until the formless within you takes form,
so shall the cloud gather and drift until the Blessed Fingers shape its grey
desire to little crystal suns and moons and stars."
Then Sarkis, he who was the half-doubter, spoke and said: "But spring shall
come, and all the snows of our dreams and our thoughts shall melt and be no
more."
And he answered saying: "When Spring comes to seek His beloved amongst
the slumbering groves and vineyards, the snows shall indeed melt and shall run
in streams to seek the river in the valley, to be the cup-bearer to the myrtle-trees
and laurel.
"So shall the snow of your heart melt when your Spring is come, and thus
shall your secret run in streams to seek the river of life in the valley. And
the river shall enfold your secret and carry it to the great sea.
"All things shall melt and turn into songs when Spring comes. Even the
stars, the vast snow-flakes that fall slowly upon the larger fields, shall melt
into singing streams. When the sun of His face shall rise above the wider horizon,
then what frozen symmetry would not turn into liquid melody? And who among you
would not be the cup-bearer to the myrtle and the laurel?
"It was but yesterday that you were moving with the moving sea, and you
were shoreless and without a self. Then the wind, the breath of Life, wove you,
a veil of light on her face; then her hand gathered you and gave you form, and
with a head held high you sought the heights. But the sea followed after you,
and her song is still with you. And though you have forgotten your parentage,
she will for ever assert her motherhood, and for ever will she call you unto
her.
"In your wanderings among the mountains and the desert you will always
remember the depth of her cool heart. And though oftentimes you will not know
for what you long, it is indeed for her vast and rhythmic peace.
"And how else can it be? In grove and in bower when the rain dances in
leaves upon the hill, when snow falls, a blessing and a covenant; in the valley
when you lead your flocks to the river; in your fields where brooks, like silver
streams. join together the green garment; in your gardens when the early dews
mirror the heavens; in your meadows when the mist of evening half veils your
way; in all these the sea is with you, a witness to your heritage, and a claim
upon your love.
"It is the snow-flake in you running down to the sea."
Then he went
forth with the woman, he and the nine, even unto the market-place, and he spoke
to the people, his friends and his neighbours, and there was joy in their hearts
and upon their eyelids.
And he said: "You grow in sleep, and live your fuller life in you dreaming.
For all your days are spent in thanksgiving for that which you have received
in the stillness of the night.
"Oftentimes you think and speak of night as the season of rest, yet in
truth night is the season of seeking and finding.
"The day gives unto you the power of knowledge and teaches your fingers
to become versed in the art of receiving; but it is night that leads you to
the treasure-house of Life.
"The sun teaches to all things that grow their longing for the light. But
it is night that raises them to the stars.
"It is indeed the stillness of the night that weaves a wedding-veil over
the trees in the forest, and the flowers in the garden, and then spreads the
lavish feast and makes ready the nuptial chamber; and in that holy silence tomorrow
is conceived in the womb of Time.
'Thus it is with you, and thus, in seeking, you find meat and fulfillment. And
though at dawn your awakening erases the memory, the board of dreams is for
ever spread, and the nuptial chamber waiting."
And he was silent
for a space, and they also, awaiting his word. Then he spoke again, saying:
"You are spirits though you move in bodies; and like oil that burns in
the dark, you are flames though held in lamps.
"If you were naught save bodies, then my standing before you and speaking
unto you would be but emptiness, even as the dead calling unto the dead. But
this is not so. All that is deathless in you is free unto the day and the night
and cannot be housed nor fettered, for this is the will of the Most High. You
are His breath even as the wind that shall be neither caught nor caged. And
I also am the breath of His breath."
And he went from their midst walking swiftly and entered again into the Garden.
And Sarkis, he who was the half-doubter, spoke and said: "And what of ugliness,
Master? You speak never of ugliness."
And Almustafa answered him, and there was a whip in his words, and he said:
"My friend, what man shall call you inhospitable if he shall pass by your
house, yet would not knock at your door?
"And who shall deem you deaf and unmindful if he shall speak to you in
a strange tongue of which you understand nothing?
"Is it not that which you have never striven to reach, into whose heart
you have never desired to enter, that you deem ugliness?
"If ugliness is aught, indeed, it is but the scales upon our eyes, and
the wax filling our ears.
"Call nothing ugly, my friend, save the fear of a soul in the presence
of its own memories."
And on a morning
when the sky was yet pale with dawn, they walked all together in the Garden
and looked unto the East and were silent in the presence of the rising sun.
And after a while Almustafa pointed with his hand, and said: "The image
of the morning sun in a dewdrop is not less than the sun. The reflection of
life in your soul is not less than life.
"The dewdrop mirrors the light because it is one with light, and you reflect
life because you and life are one.
"When darkness is upon you, say: 'This darkness is dawn not yet born; and
though night's travail be full upon me, yet shall dawn be born unto me even
as unto the hills.'
"The dewdrop rounding its sphere in the dusk of the lily is not unlike
yourself gathering your soul in the heart of God.
"Shall a dewdrop say: 'But once in a thousand years I am a dewdrop,' speak
you and answer it saying: 'Know you not that the light of all the years is shining
in your circle?' "
And on a day,
as Phardrous, the Greek, walked in the Garden, he struck his foot upon a stone
and he was angered. And he turned and picked up the stone, saying in a low voice:
"O dead thing in my path!" and he flung away the stone.
And Almustafa, the chosen and the beloved, said: "Why say you: 'O dead
thing'? Have you been thus long in this Garden and know not that there is nothing
dead here? All things live and glow in the knowledge of the day and the majesty
of the night. You and the stone are one. There is a difference only in heart-beats.
Your heart beats a little faster, does it, my friend? Ay, but it is not so tranquil.
"Its rhythm may be another rhythm, but I say unto you that if you sound
the depths of your soul and scale the heights of space, you shall hear one melody,
and in that melody the stone and the star sing, the one with the other, in perfect
unison.
"If my words reach not your understanding, then let be until another dawn.
If you have cursed this stone because in your blindness you have stumbled upon
it, then would you curse a star if so be your head should encounter it in the
sky. But the day will come when you will gather stones and stars as a child
plucks the valley-lilies, and then shall you know that all these things are
living and fragrant."
And on a morning
when the sun was high, one of the disciples, one of those three who had played
with him in childhood, approached him saying: "Master, my garment is worn,
and I have no other. Give me leave to go unto the market-place and bargain that
perchance I may procure me new raiment."
And Almustafa looked upon the young man, and he said: "Give me your garment."
And he did so and stood naked in the noonday.
And Almustafa said in a voice that was like a young steed running upon a road:
"Only the naked live in the sun. Only the artless ride the wind. And he
alone who loses his way a thousand times shall have a home-coming.
"The angels are tired of the clever. And it was but yesterday that an angel
said to me: 'We created hell for those who glitter. What else but fire can erase
a shining surface and melt a thing to its core?'
"And I said: 'But in creating hell you created devils to govern hell.'
But the angel answered: 'Nay, hell is governed by those who do not yield to
fire.'
"Wise angel! He knows the ways of men and the ways of half-men. He is one
of the seraphim who come to minister unto the prophets when they are tempted
by the clever. And no doubt he smiled when the prophets smile, and weeps also
when they weep.
"My friends and my mariners, only the naked live in the sun. Only the rudderless
can sail the greater sea. Only he who is dark with the night shall wake with
the dawn, and only he who sleeps with the roots under the snow shall reach the
spring.
"For you are even like roots, and like roots are you simple, yet you have
wisdom from the earth. And you are silent, yet you have within your unborn branches
the choir of the four winds.
"You are frail and you are formless, yet you are the beginning of giant
oaks, and of the half-pencilled patterned of the willows against the sky.
"Once more I say, you are but roots betwixt the dark sod and the moving
heavens. And oftentimes have I seen you rising to dance with the light, but
I have also seen you shy. All roots are shy. They have hidden their hearts so
long that they know not what to do with their hearts.
"But May shall come, and May is a restless virgin, and she shall mother
the hills and plains."
And the night waxed deep, and Almustafa was dark with the night, and his spirit was as a cloud unspent. And he cried again:
"Heavy-laden
is my soul with her own ripe fruit;
Heavy-laden is my soul with her fruit.
Who now will come and eat and be fulfilled?
My soul is overflowing with her wine.
Who now will pour and drink and be cooled of the desert heat?
"Would
thatI were a tree flowerless and fruitless,
For the pain of abundance is more bitter than barrenness,
And the sorrow of the rich from whom no one will take
Is greater than the grief of the beggar to whom none would give.
"Would
that I were a well, dry and parched , and men throwing stones into me;
For this were better and easier to be borne than to be a source of living water
When men pass by and will not drink.
"Would
that I were a reed trodden under foot,
For that were better than to be a lyre of silvery strings
In a house whose lord has no fingers
And whose children are deaf."
And Almustafa
came again to the company of the white poplars within the gate, and he sat looking
upon the road. And after a while he beheld as it were a cloud of dust blown
above the road and coming toward him. And from out the cloud came the nine,
and before them Karima guiding them.
And Almustafa advanced and met them upon the road, and they passed through the
gate, and all was well, as though they had gone their path but an hour ago.
They came in and supped with him at his frugal board, after that Karima had
laid upon it the bread and the fish and poured the last of the wine into the
cups. And as she poured, she besought the Master saying: "Give me leave
that I go into the city and fetch wine to replenish your cups, for this is spent."
And he looked upon her, and in his eyes were a journey and a far country, and
he said: "Nay, for it is sufficent unto the hour."
And they ate and drank and were satisfied. And when it was finished, Almustafa
spoke in a vast voice, deep as the seaa and full as a great tide under the moon,
and he said: "My comradess and my road-fellows, we must needs part this
day. Long have we climbed the steepest mountains and we have wrestled with the
storms. We have known hunger, but we have also sat at wedding-feasts. Oftentimes
have we been naked, but we have also worn kingly raiment. We have indeed travelled
far, but now we part. Together you shall go your way, and alone must I go mine.
"And though the seas and the vast lands shall separate us, still we shall
be companions upon our journey to the Holy Mountain.
"But before we go our severed roads, I would give unto you the harvest
and the gleaning of my heart:
"Go you upon your way with singing, but let each song be brief, for only
the songs that die young upon your lips shall live in human hearts.
"Tell a lovely truth in little words, but never an ugly truth in any words.
Tell the maiden whose hair shines in the sun that she is the daughter of the
morning. But if you shall behold the sightless, say not to him that he is one
with night.
"Listen to the flute-player as it were listening to April, but if you shall
hear the critic and the fault-finder speak, be deaf as your own bones and as
distant as your fancy.
"My comrades and my beloved, upon your way you shall meet men with hoofs;
give them your wings. And men with horns; give them wreaths of laurel. And men
with claws; give them petals for fingers. And men with forked tongues; give
them honey words.
"Ay, you shall meet all these and more; you shall meet the lame selling
crutches; and the blind, mirrors. And you shall meet the rich men begging at
the gate of the Temple.
"To the lame give your swiftness, to the blind of your vision; and see
that you give of yourself to the rich beggars; they are the most needy of all,
for surely no man would stretch a hand for alms unless he be poor indeed, though
of great possessions.
"My comrades and my friends, I charge you by our love that you be countless
paths which cross one another in the desert, where the lions and the rabbits
walk, and also the wolves and the sheep.
"And remember this of me: I teach you not giving, but receiving; not denial,
but fulfilment; and not yielding, but understanding, with the smile upon the
lips.
"I teach you not silence, but rather a song not over-loud.
"I teach you your larger self, which contains all men."
And he rose from the board and went out straightway into the Garden and walked
under the shadow of the cypress-trees as the day waned. And they followed him,
at a little distance, for their heart was heavy, and their tongue clave to the
roof of their mouth.
Only Karima, after she had put by the fragments, came unto him and said: "Master,
I would that you suffer me to prepare food against the morrow and your journey."
And he looked upon her with eyes that saw other worlds that this, and he said:
"My sister, and my beloved, it is done, even from the beginning of time.
The food and the drink is ready, for the morrow, even as for our yesterday and
our today.
"I go, but if I go with a truth not yet voiced, that very truth will again
seek me and gather me, though my elements be scattered throughout the silences
of eternity, and again shall I come before you that I may speak with a voice
born anew out of the heart of those boundless silences.
"And if there be aught of beauty that I have declared not unto you, then
once again shall I be called, ay, even by mine own name, Almustafa, and I shall
give you a sign, that you may know I have come back to speak all that is lacking,
for God will not suffer Himself to be hidden from man, nor His word to lie covered
in the abyss of the heart of man.
"I shall
live beyond death, and I shall sing in your ears
Even after the vast sea-wave carries me back
To the vast sea-depth.
I shall sit at your board though without a body,
And I shall go with you to your fields, a spirit invisible.
I shall come to you at your fireside, a guest unseen.
Death changes nothing but the masks that cover our faces.
The woodsman shall be still a woodsman,
The ploughman, a ploughman,
And he who sang his song to the wind shall sing it also to the moving spheres."
And the disciples
were as still as stones, and grieved in their heart for that he had said: "I
go." But no man put out his hand to stay the Master, nor did any follow
after his footsteps.
And Almustafa went out from the Garden of his mother, and his feet were swift
and they were soundless; and in a moment, like a blown leaf in a strong wind,
he was far gone from them, and they saw, as it were, a pale light moving up
to the heights.
And the nine walked their ways down the road. But the woman still stood in the
gathering night, and she beheld how the light and the twilight were become one;
and she comforted her desolation and her aloneness with his words: "I go,
but if I go with a truth not yet voiced, that very truth will seek me and gather
me, and again shall I come."
"O Mist,
my sister, white breath not yet held in a mould,
I return to you, a breath white and voiceless,
A word not yet uttered.
"O Mist,
my winged sister mist, we are together now,
And together we shall be till life's second day,
Whose dawn shall lay you, dewdrops in a garden,
And me a babe upon the breast of a woman,
And we shall remember.
"O Mist,
my sister, I come back, a heart listening in its depths,
Even as your heart,
A desire throbbing and aimless even as your desire,
A thought not yet gathered, even as your thought.
"O Mist,
my sister, first-born of my mother,
My hands still hold the green seeds you bade me scatter,
And my lips are sealed upon the song you bade me sing;
And I bring you no fruit, and I bring you no echoes
For my hands were blind, and my lips unyielding.
"O Mist,
my sister, much did I love the world, and the world loved me,
For all my smiles were upon her lips, and all her tears were in my eyes.
Yet there was between us a gulf of silence which she would not abridge
And I could not overstep.
"O Mist,
my sister, my deathless sister Mist,
I sang the ancient songs unto my little children,
And they listened, and there was wondering upon their face;
But tomorrow perchance they will forget the song,
And I know not to whom the sind will carry the song.
And though it was not mine own, yet it came to my heart
And dwelt for a moment upon my lips.
"O Mist,
my sister, though all this came to pass,
I am at peace.
It was enough to sing to those already born.
And though the singing is indeed not mine,
Yet it is of my heart's deepest desire.
"O Mist,
my sister, my sister Mist,
I am one with you now.
No longer am I a self.
The walls have fallen,
And the chains have broken;
I rise to you, a mist,
And together we shall float upon the sea until life's second day,
When dawn shall lay you, dewdrops in a garden,
And me a babe upon the breast of a woman."